plans for the holidays :

- go check out so bars/clubs/pubs (darling, i prefer bars. but i still wanna look around. pls take note. haha)
- book chalet
- bintan
- shopping spree
- get a job n work hard
- buy a laptop/desktop
- get something for him (depends on my mood lah. so pls treat mi WELL if u wan to get something)
- more money
- 4d
- get killed for bad results
- get married (HAHA. i'm juz kiddin)


chatted wif maurice. it appears tat his gf is more important than his frens. haha.

i wan a kiss n a hug from u. no more for casey pls. HAHA. k la, i'm trying to be lame.

went to jm house yest. studied abit lah. but like per normal, nothing goes in lahs. not in the mood coz i simply feel like sleeping. hahas.

i miss my chow chow. i swear i'll whack him upside down when i see him. =x WAHAHA.

miss ya so so so much. nah, i changed my mind. tsk tsk.

stomach flu is not the best thing u wanna get during exams period. been suffering from 18th-21st. till right b4 exams tat i've decided to see a doc.

went to mac to study on 20th thinkin i was fine le. but it worsen lahs. reached home at bout 3 plus 4 with my darling. he slept as soon as he touch the bed. i was sorta sufferin la. feelin hot n cold. he was nice puttin my blanket for mi although i pulled it off. LOVE YA! =D anyway shawn saw mi when i was in mac. super paiseh lor. he said i brought a blanket to mac! it's juz a sweater covering my legs lah duhs.

so 21st. felt super unwell. went to see a doc. the doc laugh at mi. (..") duhs... anyway took a jab n felt much better but still nauseous la. went to sleep n he went home. woke up awhile after i slept coz i simply cant go to sleep. had a super hard time studyin for econs. if i passed, it's super cool. LOL.

22nd. the major paper. my seat was super aa lor. but dun wish to elaborate on it. with teachers taking turns to see the scenary at my area, who would hav the mood to do the papers? after the paper, tok to fiona n xinmei awhile n decided to leave. it's like stupid lor. wanted to say i going off yet u all cant be bothered n are busy happily chattin with the guys? i doubt u did notice mi leavin n i doubt i will go for the chalet. some more it's like so ex lor. i'm not a rich person like u all. bookin an ex chalet instead of a cheap one? hahs!

anyway went to his home coz i realli dun feel like going else where without him. having frens tat dun bother? nah-ah.

he stayed over on 23rd. coz he dun feel like stayin at home or sth lahs. but at least with him around, i feel safe. bought a watermelon n cup noodles home. muahaha. went out in the afternoon. was supposed to meet him in sch. but i didnt wake up on time. hahas. met at semb station. went to ps. haha. the food there simply sucks lah. den walked around coz it rained. went to singapore shopping center after tat. played pool. den i ignore him ebing angry. haha. it's fun to be a gal sometimes. u get to do wad u cant if u're a guy. blehs! =P

slack around. den went to his home. n so coincidentally he saw one of his frens on train. den another of his fren came in at the next station. ahaha. so qiao rite? somemore at the same cabin lehs. haha. super funny lor. tsk tsk. i mean like the world is small lah. but so small meh? haha.

he brought a martell out when he left his house. omg. i'm so gonna be a big drankard lor. hahas.

24th. i finished the whole watermelon. wahaha. =D he stayed around before he left for work. haha.

ur defination of ps n mine could be diff. but so coincidentally they ARE different. so of coz u wun noe wad i AM tokin about.






it's been fun hangin out wif u these few days. haha. acting is FUN~ wooHoo~ hahahaks. I LOVE U SO MUCH! *muacks.

*- i love u my darling. i wan to go out wif u but i noe i lose to casey le rite? coz u love him more! BOO~!!!! hahas.

valentine's was nice. super nice lah. not nice, sweet lahs. hahas. he surprised mi with a necklace. n wad's more, a bouquet of flowers. MUAHAHA. love ya so much. played pool. hahas.

anyway, think i'm losing my memory. i can even dun remember where i put my hp juz awhile ago. haha.

mochi's hurt. sad lahs. it's like one bunch of hair fur gone. OUCH! so pain lor. n flip's wanting to fight wif berry.

went to town with fiona n kitty. took some neoprints. tsk tsk.

i think i face such a similar prob wif my sis. when we dun tok, it doesnt mean we're not happy or wad. we JUZ DUN FEEL LIKE TOKING! ahh, wadeva. juz dun feel like toking lahs. do u even understand? blah blah blahs. wadeva wadeva wadeva.

i love chow chow!!

hahs. u're such a fake sometimes.

com's down. sucky. shall buy the wire again if i've got the time.

niahahaks. 1210 already. HAPPY 8TH MONTH~!!! LOVE YOU SO DAMN MUCH. so well, remember wad i wan hor. i wan necklace, bracelet, anklet etc etc. the necklace rite, dun need too ex lah. most importantly gt one diamond lah. the diamond oso no need too big lah. gt 1 carat can le. WAHAHAHA.

screw up management. i was like, realli, TREMBLING. haha.

aites, skipped stats lect today. coz i forgot to bring the lect notes. anyway, met my dear fat pig to have dinner. den tried to catch my bear. but yea, as usual, failed. n the machine cock up seh. SUAY! one person caught the toy story guy, den another caught a hello kitty. OMG! so HENG! 同人不同命. now u understand this phrase? so fed up lor. lol.

anyway saw julian on the way home. SUPER STUNNED lor. haha. so there goes my bf, with him. haha. not even a hug. tat asshole. =x blehs.

there was a robbery on tues. lucky i was watchin movie seh. wahahha. lucky me. i mean us. hahas.

n my lips abit swollen seh. dunno how come will lydat. sad lah. so ugly. blehs.

i love my piggy. =D can i have pork chop? tsk tsk.

i think i'm going to die. hahs.

i need to redo my java. n i've no fuckin idea how to put a table in the jpanel. i'm so dead lahs. somemore if i dun finish it by like mon, den there's no way how i'm gonna to finish the conclusion n user manual since there's like no one to help? boo lahs.

but seeing my bunnies make mi happy. hahas. berry yawned. SO CUTE~!

flip's noddin to sleep. cute cute cute lahs.

i love my darlings n piggy. =D

is it mi or juz mi? i think i'm gonna fall sick soon or worst have a fever. hav been havin a headache n been feelin so warm/hot/feverish/not well since the previous day. omg. damn! bad omen.

broke my nail polish. worst. super bad omen~

biz mandarin sucks lahs.

actually i see no point in bloggin. hahs!

i love banana~

it's easy to find a nice bf.

it's easy to find a good bf.

it's easy to find a handsome bf.

it's easy to find a romantic bf.

it's easy to find a caring bf.

it's easy to find a understanding bf.

it's easy to find a loving bf.

it's easy to find a sweet bf.

it's easy to find a cute bf.

it's easy to find a action bf.

it's easy to find a charismatic bf.

it's easy to find a pampering bf.

it's easy to find a sensitive bf.

it's easy to find a mushy bf.

my point is, it's easy to find these kind of bfs, but it's hard to find one who has it all.

** WAKE UP CALL FOR THE GUYS! please juz TRY TO BE PERFECT, even if u're not, for the sake of ur gfs lah. being rich isnt everything. every small lil' things count. example juz wake up on time or juz appearin somehow wif a surprise, a mornin or nite msg, or juz accompanyin her, or juz a hug, or juz a peck, or juz sit down somewhere n tok, or juz sittin down n enjoy each other's companion.

but den, maybe my defination of love is simply too shallow.

accept mi for who i'm. if not juz shoo.

an untitled post. hahs.

flip got scratched by berry again. my poor flip. had a hard time tryin to apply medicine on it. so feel like helpin it to bathe. but yea, they're scared of water.

mochi is so like a stone.

fat fat is still so fat!

berry is still so looking innocent. haha.

love them~

hahs! pls lah. if i was straight forward, things would go out of hand. trust mi lor, wad 'we dun mind any comments, anything u dunlike bout us, say. straightforward, beta den i guess u, u guess me?..'? u'll still mind anyway. things will get worst.

but yea, u wan mi to say. den i say.

stop acting like u care. coz u dun. stop actin as if u noe mi inside out lah. coz u dun. not at all.

i dun wan to bear a grudge. but u made mi do it. ever since i've seem ur other sides. the self centered sides. the part tat the world onli revolves around u two n no one else.

n pls lah huh. i noe ray not our klass ppl. but hav u ever tot y i'd ask him to follow whenever i go out wif u all? reason is coz simply, i'd get ps if he doesnt come along. n even if he minds, i'd still have to force him along lor. den wad if i get ps, wad m i supposed to do? follow blindly? u think it's fun? hah! TRY IT URSELF. n pls lah, if u're not even considerate bout others, or even my feelings, den no matter wad i say doesnt make a diff lor. stop faking lah. but since u're all the good guys, n i'm the bad, no point saying any others since everyone's gonna side u two since u're the perfect ones anyway.

y i dun bother toking anymore? coz wadeva i say doesnt matter. so wad's the point of mi saying anything. everyone listens to u. it's like without u two they cant make any decisions. so wad's the point? wad's the point of asking anyone anything anymore when it's onli one person making the decision? dictatorship? hah! i dun see any point to tok anymore. there's nothing to tok.

the least u can do is be considerate bout others. eg on fiona's celebration.

ugly. fcuking ugly. sucha ugly world.

chatted wif ilhammi. nice chat wif him. least i noe someone's standin on MY side.

Sugababes - Ugly

When I was 7
They said I was strange
I noticed that my eyes and hair weren't the same
I asked my parents if I was OK
They said you're more beautiful
And that's the way they show they wish
They had your smile
So my confidence was up for a while
I got real comfortable with my own style
I knew that they were only jealous cos

People are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do
My personality reflects me
And if I'm ugly then
So are you
So are you

There was a time when I felt like I cared
That I was shorter than everyone there
People made me feel like life was unfair
And I did things that made me ashamed
Cos I didn't know my body would change
I grew taller than them in more ways
But there will always be the one who will say
Something bad to make them feel great

People are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do
My personality reflects me
And if I'm ugly then
So are you
So are you

People are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do
My personality reflects me
And if I'm ugly then
So are you
So are you

Everybody talks bad about somebody
And never realises how it affects somebody
And you bet it won't be forgotten
Envy is the only thing it could be

Cos people are all the same
(The same, the same)
And we only get judged by what we do
(What we do, yeah, yeah)
My personality reflects me
And if I'm ugly then
(Yeah, you)
So are you
So are you

People are all the same
(Oh, oh, oh)
And we only get judged by what we do
(What we do, yeah)
My personality reflects me
And if I'm ugly then
(Yeah, so are you)
So are you
So are you

i think i'm juz gonna die lahs. havin sleep less than 3 to 4 hours daily? no wonder. i'm so lackin of sleep. juz feel like sleepin n never wake up again. can i? can i?

today sch sucks lah. as per normal. went for lect den onli to realise no dcn lab. sian lah. but yea, who ask my lanyard to stick so closely to me? hahas.

eat, slack, den went to do java. so damn pissed lor. but lucky, there's someone called 'teacher'. hahas.

went off after so called finishin it. cabbed down to his house. idiot, so slow. make mi wait. hahas. anyway so this very nice car on the way out of sch. some sort like a sports car lahs. but i wonder which bloddy rich guy would drive such a expensive car to school? wad if it get's damaged, scratched or sth? but yea, it would matter since u're BLOODY RICH rite? ahhas.

anyway the cab driver shocked mi by sayin happy new year. *STUNNED. hahas. he didnt really tok lah. but tok abit. can see he's a kind hearted soul since he sound like one. =x hahas.

slacked around at his house. n he's bro shocked mi when he opened the door while i was on the bed on the floor. hahas. so feel like sleepin lor when i reach his house. but yea, i cant sleep at ppl's house. i mean realli cant. unless i'm realli wiped out or when i'm at mama's house. such nice 'queen sized' bed. i mean it's big lah. much bigger than my bed. haha. her bed is so much suited for us lor. especially when tat fat ass sleeps on my bed, i'd hav realli no place to lie on, not to say sit. hahas. sis say he's so mean when she saw it the other time. she say at least mr chia leaves some space for her. hahas.

sent him to work. SEE? I'M SUCHA NICE GF. aint i? muahaha. see so many banglas lor. eww. dun like. especially when they're overwhelmin. hahas. n it's real long to travel from tanjong pagar to semb okie? not to say semb to sengkang. so darlin, u muz love mi more okie? reply this question to my hp when u read. muz remember!! hahas. blehs. =P

oh ya, i didnt say yest. saw this two cute malay policemen when i took 858. they were the ones to check the bus. one when i was going to changi, the other when i was leaving. second one was cuter lah. but first one smiled at mi coz i was sort of staring at him. hahas. forgiv mi darling for lookin. i didnt mean to look. they stood there so i juz stared. hehe. but i wonder, do they feel stress while checkin the bus? i mean like there's so many pairs of eyes on them. it's like walkin a runway show. hahas.

*** special thanks to SAM!!! thanks for helpin mi out ar. if u're readin this, THANKS ALOT..~ i realli appreciate it. if not, u'll see mi on news tml. ahh, jk. hahas.

darling, PLEASE LEAVE MY SIS A GOOD IMPRESSION. thank you. hahas.

n i've a bitchy sis who wans mi to say i love her. stupid rite? she xin zi du ming le still wan mi say. so paiseh lor. ac onli. =P hahas.

one more week before i've my sizzler, n one week plus 4 days before i have pariss. wahaha. so fat. so so fat. tsk tsk.

fat fat freak mi out my touchin my feet. so ticklish lor. she's SO FAT! hahas.

aites, i'm completely wiped out now. i need sleep. SERIOUSLY. wonder how i'm gonna wake up tml. ciaos.

i feel so fat. i'm like stuffin myself wif food even when i'm not hungry. BOO~ i so wanna see him now, get a hug or a kiss. blehs.

today juz sucks lah. i realli hate them. such fakers. such bitch. such bastards lahs.

i'm going crazy, gonna blow up like the hamster tat kept so much food in it's mouth. haha.